I FEEL L.O.S.T

I feel so lost right now..
i can't even think straight right now
my emotions are out of control lately
sometimes i feel great! having the time of my life
and next second i feel so down..i feel like crying
i don't know why... but lately i feel so lonely
i don't meant it like i'm the only person on earth but
i feel so lonely because this whole week seems so bored
i never hang out with my friends this holiday and i'm losing some of them..
Suddenly i feel i don't have any real friends at all
lately i feel really awkward being around my friends
is it me or is it that we all have move on??
cause i feel like i'm falling behind...=(
friends i miss the old time...
i miss you guys
the only thing keeping me happy right now is entertainment show..
and not to forget a picture of KIASAWAH..
i miss him damn much..
but most of all I MISS MY GIRLS!
WHAT HAPPENED TO US???