Trying to let go

that boy came into my life without me knowing it
he stole my heart without knowing it too
but i must let him go
i know he doesn't like me
i just know it
the way he treats me
is just the same he treats his friends
i'm going to forget about this feeling of mine towards him
and just be friends
like we were meant to be
not more not less
but seriously letting go is hard
especially letting go this boy
because
he's like my own brand of heroin
my own brand of champagne
my own sunshine
my own world
MY OWN HAPPINESS
he means everything to me right now
with all this drama in my life
he's the only one i can tell everything too
except my true feelings towards him...

P i like you
not like you like you
but like like you like you
i hope you will know someday =)